Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhh

That was horrible.

I am insanely sad right now. Wo-man, I WILL call you back as soon as I come out of the hole I'm about to crawl into.

The kittens just left, back to the vet while we try to work out A)how to pay the largest cat vet bill I have ever seen and B) which one to keep.

This is what's killing me, that they left and I'll never see one again. I want them both, more than anything I wish we could keep both but 3 cats just isn't reality.

If you know me, you know this is the sort of decision I suck at making, try to avoid making and will angst over for days once I stop the water works. Sucks the big one that this is going on when my life is already in a flux and my head is already up my ass but hey, I pissed off a Gypsy in another life and now I pay.

Those eyes, I keep seeing those little eyes looking up at me... Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Maybe it's an omen that some old friends are popping up again, who knows. All I know right now is we just used up the rent and food money for a good cause and I just want to curl up on my bed and cry for broken promises, false dreams, people who just don't get it and helpless kittens who didn't ask to be born and then have someone try to drown them.

Ah, the life of an empath.

Shoot me now.

1. The choice will come, you can ensure the second one goes to a good home and will have a happy life if you must, adopt the kitten out yourself.  I think 3 cats should be a reality :(

    on  07/12  at  09:12 PM

2. I was gonna warble at you but I do understand..I’m sorry sweetie.. I do know how you feel..I am a crazy cat person myself. If you cannot find a home for that other kitten I will take it.. I am good at finding homes for animals and if I can’t I’ll keep it myself.. Let me know, you know where I am and how to reach me.. Hang in there woman.. You do have friends.. Especially the old ones......

   D~

    on  07/13  at  12:42 AM

3. hey woman I just got off Darkstar’s boards where he posted the kitten story.. Bob O’C offered to take one or both kittens if need be.. I don’t know if you saw it, but there is hope in sight.. I know you want to keep both but if its not feasable they will go to a good homes either way… Please let us know....

   D~

    on  07/13  at  12:55 AM
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