Sunday, August 15, 2004

Drama Mama

I've stopped reading the Drama Mama's LJ. It finally dawned on me that she is an insecure and unstable little girl with a weight problem and a need to compensate.

I'm sorry if that sounds mean. I've tried as hard as I could not to go there, not to get mean. But when a mutual friend comes to me and tells me how she told him she knows I'm convincing him not to hang around her mud, it's gone too far. First, I don't waste my time talking about her. She is the gf of someone I care deeply for, that's all she is. Add to this the fact that these aren't people I see on a daily basis and her value lessens even more. I don't think about her when she's not around and I sure as hell don't sit around and try to convince people not to talk to her. Second, this particular friend has a very strong mind of his own and is hardly the type who would be swayed, even if this was what I was doing. Give the guy some credit. Maybe he finally got tired of the (barely) masked sexual comments, the (hardly) hidden sense of "I want you" even though she is in a relationship, the need she has to incorportate drama into every part of her life. Maybe he's just getting tired of it, even think of that?

Drama is like a whirlpool. If you allow yourself to view it then no matter how hard you try, you *will* get sucked into it. I was, I wasted a LJ entry on her and actually spent about 10 minutes in thought about her. Then I woke up.

What the hell do I want to read the ranting of a Drama Mama for? I'm not at that level in my life anymore, there really are a few perks that come with crossing over 30. I've stopped feeling a need to prove myself to anyone other than myself and I've lost all want for drama. I feel for her in a way, it's sad to see someone point their emotions in the wrong direction and create silly drama that makes for bad karma. She's young, hopefully she'll grow out of it when it finally causes her some emotional harm.

Drama Mama = baaaaaaaaaaaad mojo.